Secrets of Us A Forbidden Love Romance (Alina)

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| shift, trying to find comfort as I sit on the chair. Jake is sitting besidewhile Aiden and Zaid sit across from

us.

My blood is rushing through me, my breath shallow. I've been trying to get this conversation started since we sat

down for dinner, but | haven't been able to get

the

words out.

Zaid sets his fork down and leans back in his chair. | raise my eyes to him and can tell with just the tilt of his

head that he knows | have something to say. The last thing | want is for him to interrogate me.

| sigh. "Can we talk about how this is going to work?"

Jake turns tomid-chew. "How what is going to work?"

| look at all of them before saying, “This relationship.”

Aiden looks at Zaid, then back at me. "What do you mean?"

| set my fork down and take a breath. "I mean, there's three of you and only one of me. | don't know... | don't

know how I'm meant to juggle it. You and Zaid felt like a lot and now there's a fourth person."

Silence fills the room and | shift, grimacing when it makes the plug inside me

move.

Jake clears his throat and then leans forward. "We need a schedule."

Aiden groans immediately, throwing his head back in his chair. "Oh my God, you're making this sound like a job."

Zaid snorts, and | have to hide my smile.

"| hate the idea of something so rigid. What? | can only have my girlfriend on Mondays?" Aiden raises an

eyebrow, clearly distraught at the idea.

Jake shoots him a sharp look. "You got a better idea?"

"Yeah. Let it just happen naturally."

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Zaid doesn't say anything, but | glance at him and see the way his jaw is tight, the way his fingers drum against

the table. He doesn't like the idea of a schedule either. He acts when he feels something. | have no doubt about

how impulsive he can be.

1 press my lips together, thinking. | get where Jake is coming from. If we don't figure this out, someone is going

to get hurt. Not only are three men a lot forto handle, but someone is going to feel left out. Still, the idea of

scheduling who gets my tlike I'm booking appointments? It doesn't feel right.

| take a deep breath. "Okay, what if, instead of a strict schedule, | decide which days | want for myself and which

days | need a break? The rest can just... flow naturally."

Jake frowns. "That sounds a little too loose."

Aiden grins, crossing his arms over his chest. "I think it sounds perfect."

Jake purses his lips. "What if we at least each get a day a week?"

| smile, placing my hand on his arm. "I won't leave you out."

He eyes me.

"I promise. | want you all. Evenly." For sreason, that statement makes my face burn and my breath catch.

Zaid finally speaks, his voice low. A frown mars his face, and he tightens his hands into fists. "As long as | don't

have to wait for a fucking schedule to be with you when | want to, I'm fine with whatever you want."

| smile at him, my chest tightening at the intensity in his eyes. "You won't."

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Jake sighs, rubbing a hand down his face. "Okay, but you're spending tonight with me."

My body breaks into prickles, but | nod. "Okay."

There's probably a lot he wants to talk about. The brokenness in his voice tellsthat it's going to be a long

night. It doesn't bother me; | need to make it up to him. Fix what I can for waiting too long.

Jake looks down at his plate, then frowns. "Are we done with dinner?"

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My spine shudders, my heart rate spiking as | think about what he has next.

Ten minutes later, the dishes are in the dishwasher and the pots are soaking in the sink. Jake takes my hand and

we all make our way to the living room. When Aiden suggests we watch a movie, everyone agrees and | almost

sigh with relief.

It givesanother hour at least to mentally prepare for my talk with Jake.

| sit on the couch between Jake and Aiden while Zaid sits alone in the recliner. He doesn't seem bothered and

part ofthinks that it's because Jake and Aiden were the blindsided ones tonight.

The movie starts off fine and | relax into the cushion, covering my legs with a blanket

since I'm still only wearing Jake's shirt.

The moment Jake's hand grips my knee, | know I've relaxed too soon. His fingers are hot, soft, and they hold on

tight to my knee and pull my leg to drape it over his lap. | tense, his non my lips, to ask him what he's doing

when he trails his fingers up my thigh and right to my clit.

| gasp, covering my mouth with my hand. Zaid looks back at me, narrowing his eyes and

then looking at Jake.

But Jake is watching the movie, his face serious and hard like he isn't rubbing circles around my clit. Zaid returns

his attention to the movie, but his shoulders are tense, his

jaw clenching.

Jake moves his hand slowly, his fingers soft. Nothing about this makesfeel like he actually wantsto

come. | wrap my hands around his arm and lean toward him. "Jake."

He shakes his head once, not even looking in my direction.

Aiden's hand grips my other thigh and heat rushes through me. He does the sas Jake, draping my leg over

his lap, but he doesn't look for my clit.

He plunges two fingers deep insideand | moan, throwing my head back onto the couch. My hips jerk and I'm

seeking my release, the pent up pressure already too much to

take.

Jake still refuses to look at me, but when I look at Aiden, he's looking right at me. Now, |

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feel like | have someone on my side. | lean toward him, begging with my eyes. He smiles, slightly shaking his

head.

God, the wetness is pouring out of me, my orgasm right there.

The warmth of the blanket disappears, and | gasp, turning to face Zaid. He has the blanket

in his hands, his eyes glued to where Jake and Aiden are playing with me. His eyes darken, focus sharpening.

Fuck, yes. That's enough to driveover the edge. The hunger in his eyes is enough to

takeover the edge. The attention of all three of my guys makes the adrenaline

rush

through me. My lips part and | feel my muscles about to contract-

"She's about to come," Zaid says in that beautiful, gravelly tone.

Jake and Aiden pull their hands away, leavingbreathless and completely unsatisfied.

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The movie ends, and everyone sighs in relief.

Like the pent up sexual tension is just too much for any of us to take. Aiden presses a flutter of kisses on my

neck and | melt into the couch, but Jake's hands wrap around my arm and I'm pulled to my feet.

Flustered, | blink. The heat in my cheeks makesfeel so hot and when Jake's fingers unbutton the shirt, | blow

out a breath of relief. He pushes the shirt down my arms until it falls to my feet.

I'm naked, skin breaking out into goosebumps. Jake watches me, pressing a soft kiss to my hip. "Kiss them

goodnight."

He stands and walks to the kitchen, leavingwith Zaid and Aiden. Aiden comes up tofirst, his hands

cupping my face before his lips press to mine. His tongue delves into me, his hands at my waist, then my hips,

then my ass.

He pulls away, breathing heavy, his eyes are dark, lips pursed. "I'm still angry."

My chest aches.

"Hurt."

"I'm sorry."

He tucks my hair behind my ears. "We can talk tomorrow."

I nod, and he kisseson the forehead before walking away. Zaid's hand splays

on my lower back, and he turnstoward him; other hand fisting the back of my neck as he

kisses me.

He thrusts his hips against mine, and | moan when | feel his erection between my

legs. "I'm gonna have to take a cold shower, love," he whispers.

| smile, wrapping my arms around his neck. "Think of me?"

His nostrils flare. "Always."

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His eyes shift from mine, looking over my shoulder. | see a flash of anger cross

his eyes and | know Jake has walked back into the room.

"Goodnight, love." He rubs his hands down my arms as he pulls them from his neck.

"Goodnight," | whisper, thrown off by the expression in his eyes.

| turn to face Jake, his eyes takingin. He devourswith his gaze, nostrils

flaring and jaw clenching. | chew on my lip, using every last bit of my courage to

not cover myself with my hands.

With a shaky breath, | whisper. "Jake, I'm so sorry."

His eyes lift from my legs to my eyes.

"I really didn't-"

"We can talk about it later," is all he says. He makes his way around the couch

and sits in front of me. | swallow, suddenly nervous.

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My eyes are glued to his face, but | see his hands move. | hear the sound of his

zipper and belt buckle opening.

"Kneel."

| do. Right in front of him. Between his legs. | say nothing as he grabs the back of

my head. He watches me, eyes hooded, and | keep my eyes on him even as he softly rubs the head of his cock

along the seam of my lips. My mouth waters, the plug in my ass suddenly makingfeel full.

He smells divine. Masculine and clean. | feel myself turn wet, but | keep my

expression

neutral.

Jake licks his lips. "Open your mouth."

| do. Everything he says, | do.

"Keep your eyes on me."

"Don't touch yourself."

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"Don't move."

"I move you."

The anticipation inbuilds up, and my mouth continues to water. It's been too

long since I've had him in my mouth. He answers my desires, pressing his cock

between my

lips.

| breathe, opening my mouth wider.

He moans, continuing to push in. I'm holding on by a thread, swallowing to stop

the sudden need to gag.

"Fuck, baby."

| watch him, keeping my eyes on his hooded ones. He loosens his hand on my

hair for a second before tightening it and then pulls out, thrusting back in. | moan,

and he feels the vibration throwing his head back.

| see his throat move. He's trying to regain his control, but | know that is

impossible when he lowers his head and | see that crazy hunger in his eyes.

He grunts, holding the back of my head with both hands.

It's the only indication | get before he thrusts intorelentlessly. He uses his hips

and moves my head at the stime. It stings, my breath leavingand tears

streaming down my face.

It burns, but it burns so good.

I'm dripping onto the floor from how wet | am and my fingers twitch on my thighs. |

can't

touch myself.

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